Mayb I should slow down sometimes....
Exspecially always rushing and busying for my life....
Is quite sad u noe?
Juz always rushing rushing and rushing...
I noe my club, fencing is going to have a competition at the 25th of July....
Still got three months ....
I also dunno wat am I rushing for?
==....speechless.....


有时候,我还蛮想念小时候那种很自然的微笑....
不象现在,觉得自己的微笑...
充满了伪装, 谎言, 应酬......
这个真的是我吗?
喜欢却不能讲...
委屈却不能抱怨...
想要做好...但能力却有限...
有时候,我真的不快乐...
但,脸上的笑容....
已经掩饰了这一切......


Actually I am working now....
Haha...Still can online .......Geng leh...
They have free internet here...
No need money de.....
Then I mah bring along my laptop here loh....



除此以外,我今天还去帮人家求情.....
哈哈...可笑 吧...泥菩萨过江,自身难保....
还去帮别人求情....
结果老师在我们面前捧腹大笑...
毕竟我们求情的方式实在是太可爱 了...
四个白痴求一个老师...
好象搞围攻一样.....
不过,最终,我们还是成功了...
哈哈...厉害吧.....


Besides that, today two siao poh eat rocky at kantin...
Mah is my senior and me loh...
She belanja me today...
And I need to belanja her this thursday....
The warden kantin come and kacau us cause we ate during form 1 and 2 recess time...
Sumore that warden kantin is my junior leh...
Haha....Si pek sia sui.....
Hahaxx...Swt lah...Have many want to write today de..
But I am lazy lah.....TT___TT


P/s : I am sry to being rude for this two days...Sry yea, Vaneesa and Gillian ...Forgive me lah...

Haha ...Guess wat is the time now??
6:26 a.m in the morning....
I haven't sleep for the whole nite...
Rushing project and script.......
And I couldn't finish it...
Sobxx....
I had drunk a cup of kopi...
And now i wanted to sleep also cannot....


Today...I have St.John meeting as usual....
We, grade 2 , learned CPR.....
Actually I learn b4 when I was Form 2....
Then I never had chance to kiss that little nanny anymore ...
UNTIL TODAY!!!!! Ew......I kiss it again.....
Hahaxx.....Actually we got use the listerin water to clean it....
I am the second one to try...
And I done many mistake....
You noe mah...
My F2 very cute....exspecially tat Wei Yu....
She juz blow the casualty mouth.....
Like not lips with lips contact....
We asked her "why?"
And she gave us this answer...
: " That is my 1st kiss leh...."
When she say de time...
her face koh red red de...
then all of us burst out in laugh....lll.....


Then after tat...
I went to kebajikan to sleep...
I slept for two hours...
Then rush to the stadium...
I got fencing Meeting....
We dicuss many things.....
But onli draft....No conclucion....
Arh...feel so hard and stress sometime...
Having tat pose is not as easy as I have thought...
Learning and keep learning...
I miss fencing.....
I juz wan to fence for fun......
Not for life....


Besides that, I kena marah by my pengerusi....
TT__TT....
I terlanjur cakap...
Actually something is not supposed to be told to other people...
And I did nit done it also lah.....
May-b she not like scolding me...
But I can felt she is quite angry....'
I am sry ...I was juz asking where the place to buy tat thing...
I did not tell anything tat is not supposed to told....
TT__TT believe me...YOU MUST!!

I started to feel sleepy....
Go sleep 1st...
Nitexxx.....

Yesterday nite....
I continue RUSH my script....
THX for my senior concern .... :)
But I feel very HURT today......
Today I will campur A BIT BIT de mandrin...

其实做了那么多...
你们到底有没有看到.....
我那时候已经很不舒服....
但我却坚持完成我的任务....
为什么?
因为我觉得我应该守信用.....
那是我答应你们的事情....
我不想让老师失望...
更不想因为我一个人拖泥带水而害了全队......
但,你们却不懂得珍惜.....


那是我花了6个小时写出来的稿件....
你们有没有想过.....
如果你是我,你会有什么感受....
你们讨厌我....我无所谓....
总是觉得忍耐一下就会过去的了.....
但是你们为什么要针对着我的稿件.....
那是我一个夜晚的心血...
你们有想过吗?
我这么辛苦是为了什么?????
你们偶尔可以尊重我一下吗...
我不希望我的一个夜晚的努力....
就这样毁了.....


我的痛你们看不见...
我做了那么多,没有人看得见...
你以为我不会痛吗?
每一次我想放弃......
却又放不下.....
你们有想过半夜挣扎无法入睡的感觉吗.....
反省自己不知道哪里做错.....
却又对别人所说的话而愧疚的感觉你们体会过吗.....
我真的快要崩溃了.....
朋友一直在身边给我鼓励....
但我却完全提不起精神来....
这种感受你们有体会过吗?!!!


感觉每一件事情似乎只有我一个人在面对....
一切不停旋转着....
不是你,就是他...
我真的很厌烦为什么这一切会变成这样.....
我一直问我自己....
"我做错了吗?"
对,我做错了....还错得很离谱......
我竟然奢望我可以改变这一切...
我不懂得要如何表现我自己.....
我可以用微笑来代替眼泪....
但我很疲惫,日子久了....
我麻痹了......
也许对你们来说,看着我疲惫,看着我崩溃....
是你们人生里最快乐的事情吧......

我忍耐,一声委屈也没有说过.....
但,你们却说我到处和人家说"你们"骂我...
我感到很委屈....
我没有!!!!
我只是一直在反省我做错什么.....
我有投诉过吗????!!!!
我没有!!!!!
你们觉得如果我投诉起来的话....你们还会有剩吗?
但为什么你们要制造一些有的没的......
我根本就没有做过.....
我做错了什么......我在这里道歉......
也许有时候我给你们带来的麻烦和伤害.....
并不是一声对不起就能换回来的....
可是你们要怎么样?
难道你们就没有伤害过我吗?????!!!
我只奢望你们一点点的体贴和谅解.....
难道我错了吗???!!!!
TT__TT

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Today.....Early in the morning.....
I rush to school....
As yesterday I slept 2:00 a.m and woke up 6:30a.m.....
And I am LATE today......( usually I woke up at 6:00 a.m de...)
I got a TAKLIMAT in bilik gigi.....
Is about PPS de thing....
Today I get informed that I already become a REAL PPS ler.....
Is quite HAPPY....
But tat time....with my HEALTH problem.....
I dunno how I can be more ~~~
When Karen, my senior, give her speech....
I saw her turning 360 degree......
Actually I was the one who was TURNING........
But I DUNNO!!!


Then I asked Jia Ning....
"Y is Karen TURNING like that...."
Then she immidiately tell back me....
" You dun faint ah...You come and lie against the wall...."
Haha....She realli very NICE.....
Then wat happened NEXT .....
I dun realli noe......
AS THE BLUR VISION COME BACK AGAIN......
But....At the end....
I still SUCESSFULLY get back to my class.....
Geng leh.....


Today chatted many things with Hui Fang during DUTY....
I am going to miss her after this AUGUST....
She RETIRED ler......
Arh....I am going to MISS her for sure....TT__TT
We planned to eat ROCKY biscuit next Thursday.....
As she loose in a game.....
Then she need to BELANJA me.....
Hahaxxx...But at the end sure I BELANJA her back......
Beca---ause she is going to LEAVE ler...
SO SAD nia......
I noe her since I was a Form 2 PPS...
Until now....She teached me MANY things ....
She is like my TRAINER like this....( actually I bullied her more lah..XD)
Got any homework I sure ask her help de....
Sometimes she even HELP me finish it....
And after a FEW months .....
She is going to leave....
Sobxx.....I realli going to MISS her.....


May-b yesterday I tooooo LETIH ler....
Then today I MIX UP my whole tution class people de NAME.....
I called my teacher "SIR".....
I called Saw Evan " JOLIN".....
I called Clara " Jia Wen.."
And the worst......
I and a gal....Call Amanda de.....
She de horoscope is ARIES......
Then I always call her like this...."白羊座的!!!"
Until now onli I noe her name....
Hahax...She today very LATE only come.....
I mah ASK the teacher loh....
" Why today my " ARIEL " did not come yet....."
And do you noe tat my class got a boy called ARIEL de.....
Juz one wrong pronoucation....
The whole class ASSUMED tat I like him...
C.R.Y.....TT__TT

By the way...
Today I " HIAM HIAM " got movie see....
And mayb got 1ST AID WORK to do.....
When I go tution....
I saw a Indian man...
Pee-ing in front the big road...
OMG!!!! I did not saw that thing lah...
Is very RUDE u noe????
He juz PEE in front of so many gals who r going to the tuition class....


Then suddenly....
A Chineese man walked down and scold him....
Very FIERCE de .....
And they almost FIGHT with motorbike HELMET u noe!!!???
Waah....I thought they will realli FIGHT de...
But the Indian man juz scold something DIRTY and RIDE his motorbike away....
Then leave the Chineese Man keep scolding......
Aduhai.....The movie END like this...
Until now I am still very sad....
" Y they did not FIGHT leh....lll"
Me realli BATU API....
Haha....But I feel pleased when I saw tat Chinneese man...
Because he HELPED the gal students there......
Thx yea...
Ok lah...I rush script 1st ler....
Bye bye loh....^^

Today...I mean at school....
I fainted....
Dun ask me WHY....
I also dunno...
After English period.....
I feel that my head is like going to BURST like tat......
Then I thought yesterday nite I did not SLEEP enough....
I was RUSHING script and project....


I FALL ASLEEP during SCIENCE PERIOD......
Not I wan de....
My head realli hurts......
And I cannot go kebajikan...
As last time I sleep over time in KEBAJIKAN ROOM......( gastrik )
Then after that ...
It did not CURE but become more SERIOUS.....
I decided to go back class to rest loh.....
I told the MONITOR tat I will call somebody help her carry the books down ......
Then here comes some SOUND from certain students...
FORGET IT !!!! I take it down.....( I DUNWAN to hear so many sound)


At the staircase I started to see TWO vision....
Now only I noe the problem is not as simple as I think.....
But I still successfully send the books to the OFFICE.....
Unfortunately....
MISS CHEW saw me when I was walking towards the OFFICE....
She asked : " WHY your face so PALE, you will FAINT mah?"
Then I juz say I have headache and walk back to class IMMIDIATELY.....
As I wanted to REST NOW!!!!


After that, I get back to class....
Then I feel that is quite hard to BREATHE...
I mah walk to the door,which was facing the big field....
Of course is to get some FRESH air lah....
While Gillian see me.....
I wanted to tole her about the SIVIK laporan thing...
Tell until HALF nia....
I fainted on her body...
Not realli FAINT gua...
Is juz like SEMICONCIOUS...
As tat time I still can hear people voice......
Tat time my vision is very BLUR....
I dun even noe who is the one who PAPAH me up from the floor...
I juz HEAR VOICE.......
At the end.....
Zhu Yin and Tiffany take me down to kebajikan......


Dun ask me wat happen next..
I DUNNO....
I think I saw Ming Li and Melissa....
And a gal .....
Dunno who lai de....
IS INJURED...( I saw she was searching the 1st Aid Box....In a BLUR vision)
But I dunhave the STRENGTH to help...
I dun even can STAND UP from my chair.....
After that......I FALL ASLEEP AGAIN....



Now, I am at HOME....
But I did not tell my mom....
As I dunwan her to worry........
May-b is onli low bloog sugar gua....
Or others?
I dunno...I juz wan to REST now...
Bye...

我看了无数的剧本.....
到最后,我最想演的还是我自己.....
今天就稍微来一点华文的文章.....:)


昨天看了一个人给我的留言.....
其实我还蛮怀疑那个人是不是没有受过教育....
还是他父母早死....来不及教育他?!!
我很不欣赏那些在我面前对我好...
在后面捅我一刀的人.....
还有一些没有品味,一开口就是满口粗话的人渣....
来我的部落格给一些莫名其妙的评语或者是意见.....
也许那个人现在看着我的部落格会想....
"你也好不到哪里去..."
的确,我也不会有品味到哪里去...
但我起码我知道什么叫尊重别人的空间.....
不会随便上别人的部落格破口大骂....
简直就是街头泼妇类型....廉价兼卑鄙....


不过说真的,我也要好好感谢那个人...
我只能说他的英文程度还真的挺不错一下...
一再提醒我写错字.....
还有,原来那个人竟然那么在意我....
每一更新都会来欣赏我的文章....
我没想到原来我的存在回给那个人带来那么大的影响......
很感谢有你的存在....谢咯!
从此以后,我的部落格的所有文章都会禁止评语和意见....
以避免愤怒和激动的情绪....
希望大家看完我的文章后立即消化...
如果做不到...请别往这里看....
我也是人类,也有发言权...
身份,地位,公众是绑不住有话直说的我...切记!


最近,传出了对我很不利的谣言.....
有些还挺损我名誉的....
可是很无奈..
所谓"无风不起浪,事出必有因"
也许我真的做错了些什么.....
我开始反省......认真的去反省......
给我一些时间.......一切会更好....
同时也希望有些事情可以先彻查...
不要先盲目下定论....
虽然我也做不到这种程度.....
但为了大家的好,我不得不要求...
我不是扮演伟人的角色....
我只是没有时间再和一些无谓的小事旋转....



现在我只想要做好我的本份...
希望一些可以顺利....不要再给我添任何麻烦...
谢谢.!

Today I have St.John meeting like I tell u all yesterday....
Then the 1st activity we had is GAMES.....
Morning mah....
Everyone like STEAM STEAM de.....
The GAME is about something like " TI CHAO" .....
We r 1st divide into two team ....
One team 13 people.....
During games....
We all..no lah...Me and some frenzz....
Juz SIT and WATCH.......
Then kena MARAH by our X-senior......LOLX (actually I never seen her b4)


After EXPLAINING the rules and regulation of the GAME ....
But all of us juz STARE at her...
As we realli DUNNO wat Ke Li wan to say...
At last we UNDERSTAND 1/10......
Aduhai....Then Form 1 START 1st loh....
The NEXT NEXT ROUND is me and WEN TING ( same form 3) ......
That WEN TING leh....
" I tell u !! You MUZ let me win!!"
Like this FORCE people also can de....XD
OC heard this...and WACKED Wen Ting head...Hahazzz
Actually not WACK lah....Like use paper and HANTAM her nia---
But anyway, there is not enough time ler.....
WEN TING and I did not play anything also.....
KESIAN her still HANTAM-ED by OC....
She sure very BEI- SYOK.....Hahaxxxx!!!



After that, is MARCHING time...
I HATE IT....( Tats y I did not pass my marching test laz year)
Today I am not supposed to MARCH de...
As I STRAIN my leg yesterday......
But my committee wan me "zhao yang" march.....
They got say also lah " When STAMPING no need too hard as u are injured....."
I also dunno why I dun like MARCHING...
It realli get me IRRITATED.....
But since I am still a St.John and under MARCHING QUEEN Yi Ling handle de group.....
I still need to try to ACCEPT it and learn the BASIC.....
Conclusion, I HATE MARCHING.....


Everytime HAPPY de moment comes at the end of the MEETING....
I mean LECTURE lah.....
Today de LECTURER is dunno her name de committee......
Everytime LECTURE de time PASSES very faz.....
But TODAY....
The time moves like a TORTOISE.....
I dun ENJOY today's LECTURE~!!!
As my HEART dunno fly to where ler...DAMN IT.....
1st I am wrying for other thing....
Such as WORKING, LAPORAN, SCRIPT, TRAINING, SUKPEN......
Arh....I HATE IT.....



After the MEETING end....
We, Form 3 are INFORMED to stay until 10:00 a.m....
CHOOSE Tingkatan Tiga de WAKIL.....
Join St.John so LONG ler....( two years onli lah )
Still DUNNO wat POST lai de....
Then mah see people choose onli.....
Juz SIT diam diam and VOTE.....
Life sometimes is full with BOREDNESS that you won't undertstand.....
Nothing to do after that.....
As I 12:00p.m. I still have PPS de Training Camp.....
After eating some bread for Breakfast.....
I declared to go and watch SINGING COMPETITION......



Two of my Fencing Club SENIOR joined the competition.....
Then I mah go help them ADD OIL loh.....
As a conclusion....
I see until SLEEP KI....( I realli very TIRED...)
And I spent RM1 for the entrance TICKET!!!!
Grr...I really a bit ADMIRE myself, so NOISY I also can SLEEP...
Fortunately, I woke up when is my senior TURN....
Erm...My comment is NOT BAD...
PCGHS can discover and produce many STARS .....
Not in result tat kind de STARS...
Is in SINGING de...
Their voice really very NICE~~~
Is WORTH for the RM1 entrance fee.... :)


During the Training Camp....
We really have FUN....
Instead of learning....
We also ENJOY OURSELVES.....
We learned how to RECORD, how to PLAYBACK, how to bla bla bla....
And I am the one tat was very HIGH .....
Keep taking my senior PHOTOS....( Her BIG face....)
Then when she saw....
Hahaxx...I KENA LIAO..... XD
Is better to stay at PPS u noe?
FOOLING AROUND wif junior when we r not working......
Sometimes is quite SRy to let senior angry...
But at the end we always FOOL around together.....
At least I am not stressed there....
And learned many things.....
Thx PPS.....


After going home....
And slept for 3 hours....
I feel better....
But still can see two image in my eyes...( Blur Blur like tat)
Then I need go TUITION ler...
See....I ALWAYS TUTION.....
Then we read about the FORM 3 literature - Prisoner Of Zenda.....
The paragrah on the paper given by Sir started like this....
" Rudolf Rasendyll meet Antoinett De Mouban on the train to Strelsau...Rudolf Rasendyll tried to speak to her but he did not have the chance...."
Then sir said...
" Guys is always like this....See beautiful women will try to chat wif her....But after the women started so say NONSENCE....There the man started lost their interest...."
Hahax...Is quite TRUE u noe....
Then I asked...
" Sir, then Y u get married...."
The whole class burst out in laugh....
Then sir replied....
" I get TRAPPED..."
See...This sentence is really true....
"一哄,二骗,三上钓..."



Tonite, I am scolded by Xue Ting....( same form senior)
Juz feeling quite sry......
Some she said I do AGREE hundred percent...
1st she asked me ....
" Have I treated her a my senior?"
This one I really dunno.....
Mayb in class....I dun treat her as my senior....
But I swear at any function of St.John...
She is always my senior... :)
2nd...
" Dun trying to find a bf this year...U not St.John de I also dunwan chap u...."
Geng....this one she also noe....
I did not angry or blamed....
She is just doing her duty as a senior...
But....Hahaxxx....I did not promise her anything.....
As she say de.....Is really what I am thinking de.....
I juz want to try during schooltime.....
I AM STILL YOUNG MAH!!!! muahahahha!!!
3rd...
" Take care your image when u at any St.John ossciation....."
Ok loh...accpetable....I SHOULD DO DE..
4th.....
" and beware of your words...Sometimes it really hurt....."
May-b gua....exspecially when I am very BUSY and ANGRY....
She did not finish yet...But that time she busy...
Then mayb will continue other day...



Last thing, cause very LATE ler....
Midnite two'oclock renew my blog...
Me really abit Siao ler.....
Wakakaka....
I juz get employed for a part time job......
I will start training next Friday and working next next monday.....
At Gurney Plaza selling baby clothes infront the cinema stall.....
I think I will use my pay for my tution fee and if can...
I am going to do something I wanted very long....

1. Take YAMAHA piano lesson.....
2. Buy my 1st Aid note......
3. Change my HP....

GAMBATEH!!! WISH ME LUCK.....^^
Nitexxx....

Today....I SLEPT in class....
Dunno WHY....
I juz like not FEELING WELL....
That STARTED sleeping....
I think the teachers did not see me SLEEP....
Or they see it and DUNWAN MEMPERSIASUIKAN ME in front of the class??!
ARH.....Dunno lah.....
Just feeling very STRESS.....
Tomorrow still got ST.JOHN meeting.....( dunno how to face my senior yet....guilty)
Then got PPS VC ( video camera) TRAINING.....
And I need to hand up my FILEM SCRIPT next FRIDAY....
SEJARAH AND GEOGRAFFI PROJECT......
SENI FOLIO......
I realli would like to ASK God.....
"Why I am a BUSY HUMAN tat like to COMPLAIN but ENJOY busy life?"
Life SUCKS but somehow...IT IS WONDERFUL....XD



Today I go DUTY again...
Cause I PONTENG DUTY one time laz year....( tat morning I slept over time)
Then this year need to GANTI BALIK...TT_TT
After school....VANEESSA, YONG CHIN and me....
Decided EAT together....
But 1st we need to go SAL LAB...( Put Yong chin's bag inside the lab 1st..afterwords she got duty)
Then I saw my CUTE CUTE junior...( F2 de PPS - also under Percubaan )
Who was RUSHING homework...
Then I saw one of my STANDARD SIX fren...
Standing beside the table and STARE at my junior...
I asked her ....STRAIGHTLY ....
" You like her ah? See people see until like that..." XD ( actually I noe the answer is no lah )
After that she told me she wan use computer but nobody CHAP her....
Immidiately I call my JUNIOR...
Then she SOI SOI de...ask me :" Har??? wat computer..."
SWT LAH....




Mayb she is too busy with homework gua...
Her panda eyes become so SERIOUS....
Kinda wry....
But anyway, at the end ....
Me, Yong Chin and Vaneessa need to settle this 1st.....( Three of us are PPS )
We delayed some time because we find out the Internet line got PROBLEM...
After... I think like 20 minutes...
Onli we left SAL LAB....><
Tat time I already wan PENGSAN oledy...( hungry mah!!!You noe I did not eat this morning?)
I got low blood pressure de and dunhave enough GLUCOSE in my body sometimes.....
GOT ANEMIA ALSO.......
This week I am quite exhausted wif STUPID PROJECT AND KAILIGRAFI.....
And I am lack of SWEET...
Cause my SWEET no stock in suppermarket!!!
Now I have serious headache....
LIFE SUCKS AGAIN!!!!



By the way....
I got one good news wan to SHARE....
I am no more percubaan next week...
NO NEED wear tag wif kelas de ler...
YEAH...^^
At last....I PASSED !!!!
I will spend more time in this activity....
As I am on the learning way....
Gambateh!!!
But before tat ...
I need to recharge my battery.....
Go sleep 1st lor...
NITEXX..bye... :)

Today...I was DUTYING alone...
At the SAL LAB....
I have no choice ....
As I am a PENGAWAS PUSAT SUMBER... ( percubaan )
Well, I like ghost stories.....
BUT....I am scard of it, OK??!!!
Senior HUI FANG and HUI TENG was absent for CERTAIN REASONS....
And me ...
ALONE IN PCGHS SAL LAB.....( with many kinds of ghost stories I heard b4...)
I am still a PERCUBAAN PPS......
and I always make FUNNY MISTAKE .....


Actually there is a main switch I should open b4 I open the other switch in SAL LAB....
And I DUNNO tat....
Then I mah go and open the other switch 1ST loh....
Then all computer NO RESPONE .....
I thought computer GOT PROBLEM mah........
Mah phone for HELP immidiately........
One of my SENIOR.....JOANNE....
RUSH DOWN from Block 93 de PPS ROOM to SAL LAB to help me.....
She thought I HAPPEN ANYTHING.....
Then after seeing the MISTAKE I have done......
Hahax....When I asked to change DUTY PLACE with her....
She say....
"I wan go eat ler...You " kaki" TAKE CARE.....88!!!"
Then rushed out IMMIDEATLY...
SO CRUEL ARH HER....
BUT THX LAH.....XD



There is also some customers....
WHICH CAUSE PROBLEM FOR ME......
They are NOT SUPPOSED to go some WEBPAGE de...
Exc: Friendster, Mesengger and bla bla bla.....
At the main pc...
I can see the webpage of the others computer ( which de customer go de )...
Then I see - FRIENDSTER....
OK loh...
Give 1st warning....
I type something at the chat room....( which connected to their pc )
" Kindly dun go FRIENDSTER pls....Thx for the cooperation...."
NO IMMIDIATELY REACTION.....
SUAK!!!!!!! 2nd warning...
I juz go to their PLACE and said....
" Pls dun go friendster...." ( I am supprised that when have I become so polite and gentle!)
" I juz open ...I GOT SIGN IN MEH...."
WALAU-EH....
then I mah say ....
" Erm... U also cannot OPEN this webpage..."
She is so so so so RUDE!!!
She juz "JULING" me and CLOSE the Webpage....
DAMN - HER.......


Another one...
EAT BUBBLE GUM inside SAL LAB...
And she is my fren lai de....
Make me very NAN - ZUO....
She also go some website like FRIENDSTER, YOUTUBE.....
ARH>>>>>!!!!
She supposed to noe I am TOLERATING!!!!
Anyway....
I CANNOT TAHAN LER....
I juz tell her....
" PLS go out and spit out your Bubble Gum 1st...."
" WHERE??"
" Toilet...."
She go out and NEVER CAME BACK ler....
Mayb she is ANGRYING me gua....
BUT wat should I do...
I am a PPS....I have no choice.... =[
DAMN MYSELF!!!



After 3:00p.m ......
No more customer......
Then I starting feeling DIZZINESS....
And STARTED YAWNING.......
Wanted to SLEEP.....
I try to control....
BUT I LOOSE>>>>
Loose to the SLEEPING GOD.....
And I juz fall asleep loh....
LOLX....
I think after half an hour...
Two F2 come in....
And I DUNNO....
I was shocked when I saw them...( juz wake up because listen some noice)
I thought was they two are THAT KIND DE THING ARH!!!!!
Then they ask me about PRINTING de things.....
After being more CONCIOUS and NOT SO PANIC........
I give a CONCLUSION to myself...
THEY R HUMAN BEING LARH!!!!! ( because I touched her hand mah...WARM WARM de)
Damn myself again!!!



After that....
My PPS fren .....JIA NING...
Come and see me...
I am so TOUCHED!!!!!
I am not ALONE anymore......
AND THE MOST IMPORTANT....
I CAN GO TOILET LER!!!!!!! ( I cannot leave the SAL LAB KOSONG de...)
Then I mah OPEN THE DOOR quite...
ERM....is very ROUGH......
And there is people going open the door...( The door can open inwards or outwards)
Tat people is F4 de...
"Hiam-Hiam" let my KUNG-FU DOOR slam on her.....
Hahaxx.....Believe me...I really did not mean it de......


After bac from TOILET....
I need to close the SAL LAB ler.....
As it is time ler.....
JIA NING was still there for me....
She very good de .....
Help me so much today.......
But then....I done some funny mistake again....
I am supposed to give the money ( COUPON de $) to a TEACHER de....
And I put the $ in a envolope....
Then put inside the RECORD BOOK wif some COUPON.....
After locked the door...
I mah take the book to the teacher 1st loh......
Then when the teacher CHECKED for the $ envolope.....
She asked me....
" $ leh????"
I thought I PUT IN BOOK LER!!!????
DUNHAVE......
SHIT...where I have dropped it????!!



Immidiately.....
I RUSH BACK to SAL LAB......
After searching for 15 minutes...
MY RESULT IS ....LOST!!!!!
WALAU-EH...
Inside got RM5 leh....
I still promised HUI FANG and HUI TENG I won't caused TROUBLE even I am DUTY ALONE today......
THIS TIME I WILL BE COOKED BY SENIOR AND TEACHER ><.......... But anyway, I still need to go back to the teacher to REPORT I LOST THE $ mah.... Then after getting bac to the teacher.......( I take the RECORD BOOK from her and search) As I remember I put inside mah..... I FOUND THE $ !!!!!! Hahaxxxzzz ....I put the ENVOLOPE at the front page LAH!!!! And the COUPON at the SECOND PAGE>...
The teacher juz see the SECOND PAGE LAH>>>>>!!!!!
Haizzzz......
But LUCKY tat nothing happened today...( orelse I also dunno how to EXPLAIN to my SENIORS)



After returning the keys to Pn.Lim...
I went bac home...
While I walking at the SUPPER-CORRIDOOR.....
I saw my MOM 's CAR waiting outside....
And she was on FIRE......( I mean angry, can be seen through her face)
When I juz got up my car......
SHE STARTED SCOLDING>......
SHE HAD BEEN WAITING INSIDE THE CAR UNDER THE HOT SUN FOR ONE HOUR......
OMG....The Aunty tell her the wrong time....
Then I kena marah until go to tuition...
ONLI SHE STOPPED.....
I am realli veli SRY....


Last things...
I have find a PART TIME job...
Mayb will start working next week....
Will be more busy ler....
Mayb is the best way ...
To let me forget someone gua....:)
I still like him....
The main problem to me....
GET BUSY TO FORGET SOMEONE>>>>
When I come up with this IDEA....
LOLX.....
Ok lah, late now...
Nitexx
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOEY!!!!my sis lah....
LUV U !!!

Poor rat dissecting by SURGEON GHUA!!" RAT, you should be honour die-ing blow my surgery knive..MUAHAHA!!"







It Started like this.....Sry for doing this...I AM REALLI SRY!!!
BUT U HAVE NO CHOICE!!!





Until like this...." Rat ...U eat de things really cannot eat de..."
NOW ONLI I UNDERSTAND WAT IS THE LIFE OF AN RAT!!!







It's heart was sososososos SMALL>...
CUTE but I was CRUEL....
I am SO SRY!!!




IT ends up like this.... I noe you r listening form somewhere tat I cannot see you...
" I AM SRY....BUT THX....NO U NO FUTURE SURGEON!"







This morning.....like 7:30a.m. .....
As I have already knew tat my PJK teacher did not come yesterday.....
I already rush down the F6 Bio-Lab.....
That time all the F6 had arrived and my moral teacher, Puan Yeap Chee Beng was inside....
Everyone had arrived....EXCEPT the DEAD mouse.....
Puan Yeap tell me that the mouse will arrive at 8:20....
Gosh....I JUZ ONLI HAVE ONE PERIOD NIA!!!
I got thin about PONTENG CLASS de....
I would like to give it a TRY....
BUt...Not today ......
as I am wearing my St.john T-Shirt....
MUZ TAKE CARE IMEJ MAH~~!!






Ok loh....mayb during SCIENCE PERIOD I baru go down....
While I was walking....
My F2 St.john told me to do LOG BOOK.....( she give me colour papers and I bring it up to my classroom at the third floor)
As I was going to start my LOG BOOK - THINGS.....
OMG....they left some important paper inside....
NEVER MIND~~~
I walk I walk.....
I return the paper to them...( tat time already 7:55 a.m.)
Then they say....
They need the colour papers back....(they wan cut shape for me)
Then I rush bac to the third floor again......
Then RUSH down again.....lll




After getting bac to class...
I realized I am LATE.....( for 2 minutes..!!!)
Puan Phang Kit Meng asked...
" Where you go again???" a bit fiercely...( I noe I should not go out at her class, BUT NOT I WAN DE MAH...THEY R MY F2 LEH!!!!)
"erm...I ...take papers for my junior..." I am always so straight foward.....
" HOW MANY TIMES U WAN I SAY???!!!! CANNOT GO DOWN WITHOUT PERMISSION!!!"
" I got ask permission from last period de TEACHER...."
Onli she let me bac to my seat.....TT__TT
and those who ANTI me keep saying " GOT MEH??" ( make me like LYING like tat )
PLS lah...DUN TAKE ME AS YOU , OK?
I AM NOT THAT " JIA"....




Like tat still NVM loh...
But leh, today I really DAMN bei- syok tat HUI YING.....
say my jacket old fashion.....
OK....I ADMIT IT...
It is really old -fashioned.....
BUT OF COURSE LAH....
Is my grandmother dead present MAH......
and keep asking me Y NO WEAR UNIFORM....(like pretending as a commitee)
That time really wan ASK HER de...
" You exspect me wear uniform to touch a BLOODY DEAD MOUSE???!!
AFTER DIRTY U WASH??!!!"
But I DID NOT .....
Cause LAZY and abit TIRED......
But realli ANGRY cause ORAL-DIRTYING my grandmother present.....



After that, during SCIENCE....
I CRIED ><......
Cause got 2 very " TIA-SEK " me de teachers wan change next semester ler...
One of the teachers is our Form Teacher - Cik Tan Mooi Kea.....
After listening that news....
I BEGIN TO CRY....
Very BERAT HATI and CANNOT ACCEPT.....
Everytime got problem also will find her COMPLAIN or CHAT de....
At the next semester.....
If I get BULLIED by my class students....
WHO CAN I FIND TO COMPLAIN...
I think....think ONLI lah...
I will RESIGN my " pancake " post next semester....
My tears flows easily this year..
Already cry many times this year ler...
Am I getting emotional?
Haizzz....





Another one is my SCIENCE teacher...
Arh...So sad that I am going to lost a GOOD science teacher...
She realli treat me very GOOD>...
Everytime got Science de problem sure find her SETTLE de...
And OF COURSE lah..
GET ANSWER EVERYTIME....
By the way...
Today.....
One of my comittee.....
Keh Sin...and her frenz Yee Rui.....
come to class ...(F5 that time take photo for the " BI YE KAN"
And they two mah KACAU say wan take photo wif our science teacher....
The teacher DUNWAN mah....
Then Keh Sin say...
" You noe you can take photo wif me is your honour mah??"then she and her frenz run immidiately.....
The whole class burst out in laugh....
Sometimes..
Really cannot be ignore...
OUR COMITTEE IS CUTE....XD

Actually...
I should say like this.
Today Comittee looks WEIRD....
Exspecially tat YI LING....
Everytime hor....
Cme NO WEAR UNNIFORM...
She sure SCREAM and may-b CHASING ME the hole BLOCK.....
" Amelyn!!! ONE DOLLAR!!!!"
She today see me no wear uniform...
Still SMILE at me...
SWT lah...wat happen to her??!! Who knows
YEE RUI...
MOST horrible one....
CHASE ME HOLE SCHOOL JUZ FOR ONE DOLLAR!!!
But today.....
She did not say anything and also no chase....
Izit because see my eyes wet wet?
Haizz ...I DUNNO LAH....
Juz feeling soooooo WEIRD.....




After School...
I went to GURNEY PLAZA.....
OF COURSE got go home bath 1st lah.........
I go wif CAI YEN de....
The main we go...
Is to CHOOSE PRESENT for my sis birthday....
Although me and my sis always quarrel and quarrel...
MACAM ANJING DAN KUCING....
But we never forget each other BIRTHDAY....
It is the sweetest things she ever done....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEA...LUV U ALWAYS>>>!!
At GP, I decided choose handmake things ...( tat got your name on it and can put on HP de lah...)
WALAU - EH ....
Hard to choose leh....
I use RM19.00 and one hour forty-five minutes to pick this HANDMAKE thing....
With many SUGESSTION and HELP from CHAI YEN and also the MAN PROMOTER LAH.....
And the shining alphabates cause me a BIG-HEADACHE......




After that, I need to go tuition...( SCIENCE )
Although I am headache-ing ...
But when come to SCIENCE...
I sure will recover de....
HAHA....( I got take medicine lah....)
Then we have experiment again..
Today,or EVERYTIME....
I am so energetic and hyperactive ....
until LAY KUN and EVE cannot TAHAN me...
HAHA...cause I juz like keep asking FUNNY QUESTION....( Forget to bring comensence today...Lolx)
While the experiment was DiJALANKAN....
I started to KEPO.....
I WAN INVOLVE IN EXPERIMENT....
I think the experiment is called " STALKY LIME "
HAHA.....Then I started to " KOREK JALAN " wif sir loh...
And he cannot STAND ME anymore......
At the end, I am involve in the experiment....

GENG LEH....TELL U....KOREK JALAN is so useful towards my sir!!! XD
Joking nia-- haha
Unfortunately.....
The EXPERIMENT FAILED ....
GEK SI WA.....
So dissapointed, though can PLAY de....
TT__TT
Ok lah...
Is really very late now...
I SLEEP 1St loh...
NITEXX

Trying to be bad....

Don't be forgetful.....

Let's recall my memory...What is the most bad things I had ever done after going up to secondary school....Get DIMERIT MARKS ( onli 4 marks)?

I really will like to try ....IF I HAVE A CHANCE....

I want to try the feeling of PONTENG KELAS, SCOLD TEACHER, SCOLD SENIOR, SCOLD BAD WORDS, BRING THINGS TAT R NOT ALLOWED......

But....

IF I DONE THIS, MY FUTURE IS ALL GONE....

Tat's y .....

until now also not DARE....USELESS LAH....

Besides that, today " HIAM HIAM KENA"...

FORGET to bring my Geograffi Latihan, Mandrin books, Math B.....

But THANKS GOD, today de teacher looks like having A GOOD MOOD....

Onli I DID NOT DEAD ...

Mayb yesterday nite terrible headache make me until like this gua....

HAHAxx....FINDING EXCUSE AGAIN....

The next few days...

I may be very busy....

As I juz become an editor of a SCIPT....

And I need to drive my midnite car again writing better script and also report lah.....

haha...FORGET IT....JUZ DO IT!!! GAMBATEH !!! XD

Bac to the main topic of mine...STEAM...

Is actually means GASES inside the DICTIONARY....

But at here ....

It means like I am not yet AWAKE ......

Today, I think like 3:35 afternoon like that...

I attend LEE CHOO HOCK tution.....

Beside the tution centre, there's a DANCING STUDIO.....

and there is two leader to went up there lar....

That time I juz woke up....

STEAM STEAM de.....

Then walk to the wrong stairs...(GO TO DANCING STUDIO DE)

My fren , LAY KUN....

Yell at me.....

" Amelyn, you go where!!!"

Then baru noe....

I REALLI VELI STEAM ><.....

" BEI TAHAN -NIAA....."

I burst out in laugh.....

Ok loh, after going up there....

I mah go in loh....

LEE CHOO HOCK was there...( he supposed to be there lah....siao...)

then I TELL him ....

" teacher, no paper...."

He did not CHAP me...

Then LAY KUN ( she sit beside me lah )....

Starting BURING HER HEAD MATCHES.....

Yelled : " TEACHER!!!! NO PAPER...."

Then LEE CHOO HOCK see tiok liao...

He mah come and give paper loh.....

His math very TERUK....( mayb he did not see my exist gua...)

There is TWO of us...

He juz give ONE testimonial....

Then walk away...

WALAU-EH....

LAY KUN get her paper, but she damn BEI SYOK again...lolx

But I did not get MINE>>>

This time I yelled..." NO PAPER..." ( no respond for the 1st time)

after yelled 4 THREE times....

Arh....AT LAST GOT RESPONE already.....

He onli give me the TESTIMONIALS...

GERAM LAH!!!! YOU ALL SAY , HE STEAM OR I STEAM???!!

During TUTIONING...

I finished my JOB 1st lah...

Then I looked at the last testimonials tat he gave to us...

Suddenly, LAY KUN call me see ONE thing....

After that , the whole group burst out wif laughter.....( I go SPREAD mah...)

The TESTIMONIAL FRONT PAGE.....

LOOK AT THIS....WHEN DID PCGHS come out with a BOY??!! besides tat, WHEN does CLHS start collecting GALS???!!!

Actually, we wan MAKE JOKE of him in front the tuition class de...

But see him so BUSY....( of course we make him BUSY lah....)

Then juz KACAU him after TUTION loh....XD

I noe you will THINK WE VERY BAD DE ...

But it is also a way to ENJOY tution life for us.....

One more thing....

I realli WONDER when his students or him...

See I write this in the blog.....

I WILL KENA MAH>>>! lolx

After that, I need to go another tution.....( Kesian me, one day TWO tution..)

Dunno Y leh....

Today I like have MANY THINGS to say.....

POOR classmates, IVY keep listening me nag and rumble....

Is this the symptoms I AM GOING TO DEAD???!!!

HAHA....NOT FUNNY LAH...(making cold JOKE....)

But these few days....

I am quite wry for my backbones.....

IT SUDDENLY HURTS AND PAIN NON-STOPLY.....

I will go for a check up this HOLIDAY....

MAY-B gua.....

Haha, Ok lah ...

Enough for today ler...

NITEXXX